“And you learn that love, true love, always has joys and sorrow, seems ever present, yet is never quite the same, becoming more than love and less than love, so difficult to define. And you learn that through it all, you really can endure, that you really are strong, that you do have value.”
-Unknown

I deserve nothing but the best.

We all deserve people that deserve us.

Someone that will be there for you through thick and thin. Someone who will hold their word.

This is my life, not a game. I need to live the best life I can.

I'm going to have that happy ending

...just not today.

<3

"Let me live my life," he said. That hurt more than anything ( Read more... )

I have very little hope. I hope that I'll be okay, that everything will work out for me, that he'll think I'm amazing again. This all feels so high school, but with a twentysomething type of hurt. In high school Kelsey Nagel once told me that maybe people don't have just one soul mate, but multiple soul mates that would "work" at different times ( Read more... )

It was all so sudden.

In the Sex and the City movie Carrie Bradshaw had her heart broken on the day of her wedding. She was a mess, she didn't get out of bed for months, she didn't work, she changed her appearance. I don't know whats going to happen to me--to David and I. Maybe I was too needy, too doubtful, or too self-involved like Carrie ( Read more... )

I'm up to my third shower today. I still haven't washed away my imperfections.

I think to myself, what is going on? when I damn well know what is going on, and I've decided to return my pride for store credit and just sit down and face myself ( Read more... )

Can people change?

I'm freaking the fuck out because I'm home for the weekend. Home is not a problem--small doses of family business is good for most people. My main concern is that I want to scream in excitement and desperation because I have found the one person that I cannot live without. I'm scared( and I love it). I want it all, everything: fear, hope, trust ( Read more... )

I have three days left of being a teenager, and it feels oh-so-weird because I'm very scared. I feign maturity, I'm fiscally irresponsible, I live an unhealthy lifestyle, and I'm not as tidy as an adult should be. But I'm happy. I know I'm going to become a great man (and secretly, that's every boys dream). I think for a second or two I lost ( Read more... )

Distance is nothing if you're creative, patient, and smart. Directions, GoogleMaps, my blackberry, and certain chemicals have helped me take the MBTA, MTA, NJ Transit, SEPTA, Lucky Star, Bolt Bus (twice), a cab in New York City, and two in Philly. I've seen signs for Springfield, Providence, Hartford, Hoboken, and Camden. I waited in Penn ( Read more... )