i've made up my mind ( Read more... )

(Spring Break: Montréal and Vermont, white wine and vodka tonics, quietness, cigarettes, concerts, cabs, buses, run-ins with border patrol, francophones, cocaine chic, after-parties, hookups and breakups, famous DJs, kleptomania, french fries, midnight snowfalls, changing lives and minds and plans, hookah, tattoos, greasy food, hundreds of dollars ( Read more... )

quand tu, quand tu me prends dans tes bras
quand je regarde dans tes yeux
je vois que Dieu existe
c'est pas dur d'y croire

I fell apart for a few seconds this morning. In the late afternoon, I was in a fiery rage (for the same reason). This evening I was slightly heartbroken. After that I was excited for something. An hour ago, that exciting something made me physically uncomfortable. About twenty minutes ago, I wasn't sure what to make of everything, emotionally ( Read more... )

"Men are like drugs. Sometimes they get you down...and sometimes, they get you so high."
-Carrie Bradshaw

Messiness is often beautiful. I guess I have a thing for innocence and fallen-angel types ( Read more... )

So I went out
To find out what I was looking for
Found the key
The key to all the doors
Told a few lies
Still I can't forget
Don’t do this to me again
Had you there in the palm of my hand
Saw that smile you gave that girl
Havent seen that smile in such long time
In a such a long time
Dont do this to me again
Dont do this to me
...again

"I want to forgive and forget. I want to forgive you. And I want to forget you."

Break has been amazing. I realize now that the relationship I have with my parents is amazing. But I think I'll be moving out over winter break, and for good. These past few weeks have been hectic for me, but in-between interviews and radio shows and work I've had time to think. I've had time to clear my mind and look back in retrospect. I've ( Read more... )

If I want I can live in a castle in the Netherlands next semester and travel all over Europe while pretending to take undergraduate courses. Spring break in Morocco? Puff-puff-passing in Amsterdam? I'm scared but the news was exciting for a Thursday. It has been a full day, but not those rewarding ones. Busy. I wish I were busy going to the ( Read more... )