Today I had a taste of that beautiful nostalgia that you've heard about before and it nearly knocked me off of my bed and onto the floor. It was more of a jolt in my brain that confused me and made the entire world shift, jerking me as I stayed in one place. Everything from the past was so strong, and the beauty was so sad, because its over. I ( Read more... )

I've realized that I'm still a mess, but this time around I'm not so happy and the struggle is beautiful in an ironic way. I feel like escaping--but where would I go? I feel like Carrie Bradshaw in the country. She didn't belong there, and she burnt her leg. It was a hot mess. I'm having trouble sleeping. I think I've lost ten pounds. I'm ( Read more... )

FUCK THAT.

Let me drop a bomb on you in paragraph form: I'm unhappy for silly reasons which makes me even more unsatisfied. Its the seemingly insignificant details of life that really bother me. Aside from that, I don't have a place to stay in September, I'm slowly developing insomnia, Simply Sleep freaks me out, my mother is worried about my drinking, I work ( Read more... )

This weekend in New York City in between train rides from SoHo to a luxury apartment on 5th Avenue, I picked u up a copy of The L Magazine (www.thelmagazine.com). In the mag I found this horoscope for Cancer ( Read more... )

Colors of sounds, scales of beauty, audio scenery ( Read more... )

Well, now my first year of college is finished and I miss everyone so much. What an amazing year. I refuse for this summer to be counterproductive. I need stimulation, activity, passion, progress, excitement--something. I am sort of in limbo right now because I can't decide whether to sublet or house-hop. Presently, I'm house-hopping since its ( Read more... )

So it's like you run non stop for twenty-four hours. I mean, I can't complain. Well I can. I suppose I don't use this livejournal because I live a more fast-paced life, and I don't know if anyone would enjoy these slightly esoteric entries. It is probably bad that I didn't get to dinner tonight, and that I the highlight of my day was passing in ( Read more... )

"Life is like the surf, so give yourself away like the sea."

Dinner parties, grande non-fat chais, style, naps, vitamin water, verbal abuse, ties, mojitos, sex, clean rooms, late nights, insomniac roommates, strong marijuana, hard news, tax returns, hipster parties, cash money, sports coats, six glasses of wine, papers, blackberrys, writing articles, ambiguity, lolling ( Read more... )