Sometimes when you look around at your life, there's just nothing to see. It's times like these that I feel okay with letting myself stay sunken into a book, or a television show, or a movie for a little while. I make small, pretend goals that are easy to accomplish to remind myself that if I can just get through an entire season of Arrested ( Read more... )

Waking up at 4 a.m. is always a little lonely. Everyone else is still asleep. There's no where to go. The world is all your own for a few hours ( Read more... )

Whenever I drank, it wasn't to wallow in self pity or to make myself forget my troubles. It was because I knew somewhere far away you'd been drunk since five o'clock, and when I drank it felt like you were there in spirit.

Some nights you just can't stop listening to Moon River.

God bless us, every one.

The plan is Spain. Some how. Some way.

"I wanna speak at an intimate decibel with the precision of an infinite decimal."

Just to get this off my chest.
I've had years to give it some thought. Probably more years than makes sense. I've come to the conclusion that I hold nothing against them. I can't. I love them unconditionally, and deep down I'll probably always feel like they are an important, though now distant part of my family. It's not their fault that time and ( Read more... )

I am in love. It's real. It's all I've ever wanted.

So I'm writing it out in this moment so that if it ever gets away, I'll have this moment, this night to keep it in forever.

Never forget how you see the world tonight T.J. And never forget who you see in it.

My 21st birthday is in three days. I know on paper it's just another birthday, but with all the big transitions coming up for me soon, it feels like I'm coming up on the first birthday of the rest of my life. ..I guess it doesn't matter how old I get, I still feel the drama in everything.
I make lots of lists of what I want to do in given increments ( Read more... )