Today:

"I don't know why, but it kinda reminds me of you which is why I called." (Insert depressing short story idea)

"You don't know what you're doing with your life anyway right?"
"Um.. Well.."
"It's perfect then! When I retire you can have my job and you'll at least have a real career."

"Do you not have any girl friends or something that you can go ( Read more... )

So it's kind of a funny story.

I got paid on Friday and after paying my bills and buying some food I'm already back down to my last twenty dollars. This just prooves to me two things: 1) I need to stop being too lazy to continue grocery shopping in Harlem, and 2) I really should look into living by candlelight a few days a week.

I am sort of ( Read more... )

Happy?

Today I finished my first New York Times crossword. Bert helped me with the words "laity" and "leone." It was really nice of him to let me keep going on it though once I got on a roll. I must've missed the first thirty minutes of work today pitching possible answers to him. I think I'm starting to understand him better. He's a nice person ( Read more... )

My mother. There just isn't enough time to use enough words to explain who she is in my life and how much she means to me. I'd be more than lucky to end up with half of who she is in me.

Nic. Some people just never leave you. Not even when they should. Not even when you want them gone. Not even when you're ruining each other. If we succeed or falter ( Read more... )

I'm sick of answering the phone. The only person who calls me anymore is the most depressing person I've ever spoken to in my entire life. And I'm including that very nostalgic and suicidal homeless man I met in the park. It's not his fault though that the way he laughs became a sad song.

I just feel like a new person. And I've decided to ( Read more... )

There are places I'll remember
all my life though some have changed.
Some forever, not for better,
and some have gone and some remain.
All these places had their moments
with lovers and friends I still can recall.
Some are dead and some are living.
In my life, I've loved them all.

But of all these friends and lovers ( Read more... )

No one really wants to make amends. They just want to be mad. Some for a while, some forever. Suit popular opinion. I couldn't count on the fingers of both hands how many people have disowned the idea of me.

It's going to be a Cold December indeed Matt Costa.

I can make grilled cheese and watch TV and play solitaire all by myself. It isn't ideal, ( Read more... )

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY PATTY!

Everything seems different now.

My friends are proof that bathroom doors are unnecessary.

And while we're on the subject. No mother ever dreams that her daughter's gonna grow up to be a junkie.