*My job's getting pretty unbearably boring to me lately ( Read more... )

*I still think Garden State is a terrible movie ( Read more... )

I'm happy and I refuse to be ashamed of it.

This week has been awesome so far. Ew. Ugly naked guy was just washing his windows...

But other than that...

Everything's been wonderful.

It hasn't been forced wonderful.

Just there and just nice and just something to make me happy.

Oh life, what are you planning next?

Worst. Birthday. Ever.

Happy Birthday to me.

I feel like screaming. There's nowhere decent to scream in this city.

I feel like screaming until that feeling that my life means something comes back.

I have hope. Lots of it.

Alexander, I have realized just how much I really do trust you and that it is a lot. I trust you to be there whole-heartedly. I don't however trust you to get there. You never have any idea how I really feel about anything. So much for best. You always settle for mediocre.

Ezekiel, remember when we knew each other?
Aaron ( Read more... )

I'm here in New York. I live in an apartment by myself. Most of the time (and I really mean most) I am comfortable there alone. I don't eat unless I'm hungry, I dance around in circles when I get out of the shower, I play whatever music I want as loudly as I want, and when I wake up in the morning, I can stretch all the way out to the far reaches ( Read more... )

I can feel all the negativity leaving my body. Like, seeping out in cosmic emotional waves. And I guess since I'm not under the influence of any psychadelics, that just makes me totally insane.

I think a lot of the good feeling can be attributed to finally telling my mother that I'm sorry for letting the distance grow between us in the past two ( Read more... )

I seriously need some talk time with my homegirl Patty and my homeboy Alex. In the absence of Bob and Aaron, they're who I've got now when I need someone to go to with a real world concern. Unfortunately, I only press Alex with my problems in person, leaving me with just Patty who has been remarkably busy. Hopefully I get to see her soon.

And in ( Read more... )