Way Cool looking but I'd be afraid of getting stuck upstairs without downstairs. :)


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This morning I was in a down spell but now I am back to happy/touched after getting home to such caring comments/emails. Of course,  after thinking about it I do feel bad if I made any of you feel bad about not be able to come, my negativity was so self absorbing I didn't think about your feelings. However now that I a back to rational again I do ( Read more... )

While I was able to fall asleep last night I keep waking up after about 4am. Finally I woke myself up crying at 6am and I couldn't get back to sleep. Old negative thoughts mixing with new stress I guess. Nothings wrong really just stupid feelings I shouldn't be having anyways. Like feeling rejected when 2/3rds of the wedding invites come back as  ( Read more... )

So I wake up this morning and decide to check the weather before heading into work when I see a news story about a truck hiting the CVS wear I work. My first thought is wait April fool's was last weekend.

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Based on the advice of
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I finally got the Wedding Dress today with 
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Wedding news.. Too much stress to plan two big receptions.  While we do still plan to have a wedding video party in our home when the DVD is done, we are now inviting our local friends to come to the wedding in NY. This means I only have the one wedding/reception thingy to stress myself out which is still enough to keep me awake tonight. SIGH!!!

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Guess this counts as my first sleepless night for 2007. The stream of unstoppable thoughts started with the idea that it is now only about 6 months to the weddings and I still have so much stuff to decide on and get done.

Table shapes round or square to my Cousin so she can plan how many centerpieces
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I found a clip of the broccoli video on YouTube at 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lf8SIGpw5do
Enjoy!

Nothing nothing nothing to say
but a wish to say something anyway
I waste my time with random phrases
Passing over depth just filling spaces
Don’t care what I say or how I say it
just get the.....
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out
Rip the stopper off my bottle
Let go of control and let out a bit of my soul
Is there anything behind my fear?
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