ok . life is officially weird ( Read more... )

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holy sit..today im craving friends who know me . i quick update. im pmssing to the extremes. yesterday i burst into tears for no reason at least 10 times. i got a cheap memebership to a fitness club. i went to a cool anne frank exibit. i spoke to my lovely papa on the phone and it was so nice to talk to his calming loving voice. im worried about T ( Read more... )

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no time to write and too expensive. my eyes hurt from crying heavy tears all day. today i saw the concetration camp where my dearest kato grandmother survived. my heart is heavy right now..and my body in to mmuch schock to write pen to paper. the world is a crazy crazy place. i cant belive she survived. more details later. damn. today i walked in ( Read more... )

things i need to write about before i forget
-josh
-crzy lady prsion experience
-the meaning of my tattoo
-stockwell day caitlin expereince
-cop at tangos experience
-riding with the trqain conductor experience

books ive read in europe ( Read more... )

give me your hand. put it to my mouth. kiss you. kiss me. tongue. teeth. language dies at your fingertips. language dies in the snake lines of your palms. language melts in my mouth. my words forming bubbles under your fingertips. i want to tell u so much. so i go diving in your skin. sucking back syllables. spilling over your feet. as we stand ( Read more... )

another thing before i must go! i bought a cheap star of david t put on my necklace and i have mixed feelings about wearing it. on one hand i want to and it feels comfortable around my nec. a sign of remembering the past and celebrating the re making of my judaism. on the other hand when i see the star of david i think about israel and i have a ( Read more... )

last night on the phone with tina , she said i f i dont come back to milan her and all the other kids i spent loads of time with will forget me. her tone was serious and at that moment i was quite insulted and hurt by that comment .she will forget me . mememory. this word that has been an undercurrent to my whole trip. she will forget her head ( Read more... )