i got a hair cut today. its fucking cute!!! you can see it at > http://www.myspace.com/sharamae

all i fucking wanted for two weeks of being in cali was to go to santa cruz and swim in the ocean!!! so, today i woke up at 8 o'fucking clock to go. i actually woke up to my step moms fucking boyfriend yelling about the water on the floor being their dog's piss. so i told him, "it's not piss because there's way too much of it and the dog hasn't ( Read more... )

today i didn't do too mach. i woke up at 1 and watched Empire. it was good. then we dropped my brother off at football practice and we came back and i talked to gavin. he seems good. for those of you who don't know, gavin is the kid i lost my virginity to. and yes, at one point i was a virgin!!! he says his dick's gotten bigger. hmmmmmm. i told ( Read more... )

today, i woke up and went swimming in my clothes at my grandpas pool. then, i went bowling for my middle brother's 10th birthday. and finally, after losing terribly to my oldest brother, i went swimming again. well, that's about it. just thought someone out there might give a shit, but probably not. bye.

so, of course i was right again. nothing happened. oh well. anyhoo, today i went shopping and got fairy notebooks and paper. they're fucking awsome!!! i started a diary of all the guys i've slept with. i figure now would be a good time to do it, before i start forgetting them. i made a list, but i think a few of them are still missing. if anyone ( Read more... )

OK SO ITS MORNING AND HE DIDNT GO TO WORK!!! BUT I CAN BET ANYTHING THAT NOTHING WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN US AGAIN. I KISSED HIM ON THE CHEEK AND HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HIM???? I MEAN I AM THE SAME PERSON HE MADE OUT WITH FOUR DAYS AGO. GOD I HATE PEOPLE WITH NO SEX DRIVE. I'VE GOT ENOUGH FOR THREE FUCKING PEOPLE!!!! IM ( Read more... )

today is the last night i see Craig....and he's sleeping!!! ass. well, he's fucking beautiful and he pisses me off. i came all the way to Cali to see him after five years of not seeing him. (we lived together for four years because our parents dated.)the second i saw again him i wanted him and i had to wait two fucking days to get what i wanted. ( Read more... )

i havent written in a while and A LOT of things have happened since my last entry!!!! so we'll start at the beginning... mack and i went camping, actualy it was a harley rally, but i got reallly drunk and punched a random guy in the face. i dont remember, but i guess his girlfriend closlined me. i do remember being on the ground and not knowing why ( Read more... )

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so, the last day of school kicked ass. no braiden. figures. he's so fuckin beautiful i dont know what to do with myself! oh well. i got really fuckin drunk and hung out with the cdb. they're all pretty. it was fuckin great watching casey pass out and fall in the dirt. a lot of crazy shit happened. someone even stole my rum when i wasnt looking. ( Read more... )