It's 3am and I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about how stupid some people are and it's making me mad...I really shouldn't concern myself with the stupidity of people I know and just be happy that it's not me...but I just can't help but wanting to grab these idiots and shake them and find out what the fuck their problem is....

Why the fuck do I even bother getting out of bed in the morning....it only brings more disaster.....time to hibernate for the rest of the season...

I just feel so fucking fed up with my life right now....it seems like everytime i finally manage to pull myself out of whatever shitty mess I have just been in...some whole other new pile of shit comes along that is even bigger and shittier than the last one....life is a battle and I am tired of fighting... realizing that I am really and truly ( Read more... )

hmmmm....I think I just ate everything I own. Going back to work fills me with anxiety....is this normal?

Life is weird sometimes...different parts of you are so seperate....one night you can be a drunken retard sleeping with a knife next to your bed in the ghetto...the next night dressed up as a giant bunny...the day after that a huge 2 hr job interview...and then back to work in the jail...I feel so torn sometimes about how to act......most of the ( Read more... )

Every evening on the way home from work I pass the same brown running shoe on the shoulder of the 403...then I spend the next 5 mins or so contemplating the life of this shoe...where it came it from...how it ended up there....how long will it stay there

Well I haven't posted for a few months but I'm feeling optimistic temporarily so I thought I would take advantage and write something. I have now moved home from school and back into my parents house. I spent the past few days purging my bedroom/house of all my old shit.....childhood toys (with the exception of my little ponies...I will keep ( Read more... )

Sitting here on the first morning of my 3 weeks of vacation and feeling bored and annoyed already. I always do this...whenever I'm working or at school all I want more than anything is some vacation...but as soon as I get some I dont like it ( Read more... )

I seems like all intelligent human beings are doomed to spend their lives feeling dissatisfied. It seems that we cant help but to overanalyze every event...major and seemingly mundane until it causes us to go crazy. I'm finding more recently the only time I'm able to feel 'happy' is when I am forced to completely devote my brain to something.... ( Read more... )

Last Friday I had the pleasure of seeing the always awesome Jimmy Swift Band downtown at the horseshoe for their cd realease party. However once again my experience was partially ruined by the plethera of douchebags in the crowd. Last time I saw JSB there was some retarded girl flailing around wildly in the middle of a packed group of people. ( Read more... )