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ema_mia

Fatter Than Ususal Day

May 25, 2007 14:59

I feel fat all the time but right now i feel overtly discustingly Fat. Fat in my body, Fat in my heart. I AM. I'm having one of those total hissy-fit Fat tantrums. If it was anything else that was the problem i might be able to fix it but i can't seem to fix this. Not instantly anyway ( Read more... )

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devilskinny May 25 2007, 19:09:34 UTC

Hey,
I would totally like to be support buddies. I have never been this big, so I feel numbed inside. Its so hard to be ED at my house, luckily I am going to a summer camp this summer, the perfect place. I was reading this girls post and she said she was ed...years ago and yet from 180 to 120 in a month. I wonder if thats true. I was ed when I was younger, and a dancer, I went to a rehab and then 4 years later I am this BIG. Keep in contact. Thanks for being there.

ema_mia May 29 2007, 09:28:22 UTC

Hey darl, sorry I've been away this weekend. Well - this week, instead of losing weight i put on 5lb! I can't believe it and i feel so sad. I wish it could be true to lose 60lb in 4 weeks - i'm not sure if i believe it though she could have gotten close.
I guess I'm EDNOS - not diagnosed and nor do i want to be. I've struggled all my life with food, losing and gaining weight.
Summer camp sounds excellent :) I hope that you have an amazing time. Shall we do a wee challenge this week? Lose 3lb by Saturday or something like that?
What is your name by the way? I'm Emilie (27) :o) It would be really good to journey together and support one another.
Hope you have a good day x
Em x