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Lame.
Exams are really long and time consuming. And no kidding really quite meaningless, its all information that for the most part I will forget in... about a week.
That being said.
Tomorrow is my birthday and I am totally unexcited because I will be at school... taking an exam. I can't really do much Wednesday night because I have to wake up Thursday at ( Read more... ) -
I dunno.
I feel guilty when I forget for a moment whats going on and I start to feel normal. Then I am quickly pulled back to reality and I feel ashamed for having laughed or forgetting. But at the same time, it feels nice to be back into some sort of normalcy.
I am sorry I gave up on you.
I knew that you would spiral.
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I am scared to go to the funeral. It will either be a big mistake if I do go, or my biggest regret if I don't. -
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Life is weird. And I seriously believe in omens and signs. But only in retrospect. -
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In philosophy today it was weird. Do you ever have those days where you feel like everything said fits your current situation at that very moment, even fits what you were thinking about at that very second? Well that was my whole philosophy class ( Read more... ) -
Nonsensical stuff.
Today has been a weird day, I was dedicated this whole day to studying but all I can seem to do just write the information over and over again but not actually retaining any of it. So I am giving up, I will fail this test, I will get a d in the class and I am okay with that. But there is a part of me that feels like this is me just giving into what ( Read more... ) -
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So basically my roommate is eating like a chipmunk right now and it is annoying. I don't believe anyone knows ackward until they co-exist with someone whom they say two words to a week. Honestly, I don't even know if I can really rant about this because it is so draining, but my god, people can be stranger and more peculiar than any character in a ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like I am too old for this crap. And actually I am really way to old for this. But Its just that I was reading an old online journal I used to had, and it was unrecognizable. The stuff I said. I dunno, I can't believe that was me, but it was. And no matter how hard I try to distance myself from that person, its still right there in the back ( Read more... ) -
Whose in Jail!?
So this is completely not like me, at least me now. I mean to start a livejournal. Its just real random like I found my old xanga from like 2004 and it blew my mind all the crap I would write about and basically, who I was like four years ago.