why is life so hard? why does love suck so much? why do i keep letting myself fall for the wrong guy and get in way too deep. all it does is leave me disappointed, depressed, and a little bit colder ( Read more... )

i don't really understand how i can imagine such an amazing life, when really, i'm struggling ( Read more... )

you were never mine to love. and i don't think you ever knew how deep it went.

but i still loved you. and i think i always will.

the night is silent, apart from the tea kettle with its soft bubble and the wind against my windows. i hear coyotes in the distance, my dog echoes with growls, and i imagine a vast wilderness, open for exploring and the fear of the unknown creeping in ( Read more... )

1) live for yourself, not everyone else
2) find things to be happy about, there are so many around you
3) fix the things you can't stand
4) let it go

i don't want to pretend anymore ( Read more... )

isn't it ridiculous that after all this time, after all this waiting, after all the guys in between that i still want you ( Read more... )

i put myself out on a limb for you. i'm still sitting out there, waiting ( Read more... )

i always forget this exists until some catalytic event happens that makes me want to write.

i find myself in a strange place. halfway between guilty and pathetically depressed. with a dash of happiness at times. and utter loneliness, though i'm surrounded by people.

it really hurts to be cast aside like that and forgotten.

you didn't even give me a chance.

so much for respect.