Coming out of my cage ( Read more... )

the more i fucking think about how it used to be ( Read more... )

i took a blue pill
to keep me up
cuz i want to go do something at like midnight

i haven't updated for a while

shit seems to be going good
on the outside
i don't really have any reason to complain
it's just
i'm lacking something
it feels like lately
something was taken from me
something i had inside me
was just stolen
it feels like i've lost that certain "zest ( Read more... )

i feel like shit
my whole life
my whole being
is terrible
i would hate my life
but the only thing i hate in it
is myself
i hate myself
so much
for things i've done
things i can't apologize for
because apologies are bullshit
for these type of things
i have things to live for
but it doesn't seem worth it
i hate myself
i'm a disaster
i leave a wake of destruction
in ( Read more... )

yesterday-
thashed
my hand got cut
i had to bleed onto a shirt
home
ahs
natalie
megan
candy
home
sleep

today-
glenns
ice cream
steak sauce
home
thrashed
hella fun
bay farm
fake ass thugs
lavals

yeah

hadi let me borrow the nine inch nails album "fragile"
i listened to it all yesterday
it's awesome
sounds like a bad acid trip
trent reznor is a genius

down
very down
hating ( Read more... )

wow long day
i stayed home from school and freed up like 20 gigs on my computer

i am so juiced for the party
it's gonna be awesome

i'm just not gonna do my portfolio for science or history
it's not worth any effort
i don't even have enough work to put in it

i want new borders
if anyone knows any cool border overrides tell me
i'm looking for anything that ( Read more... )

this is new
i made it for reasons
it's different than the old
i was tired of jarlin
i needed a change
i'm tired of grammar
if you know me
you probably understand my username
if you don't know me
then you should
i live on an island
i have a beautiful girlfriend
her name is natalie
i have wavy hair
i have brown eyes
i like no specific genre of music
i only like what ( Read more... )