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[emcee_emo]

yesterday-
thashed
my hand got cut
i had to bleed onto a shirt
home
ahs
natalie
megan
candy
home
sleep

today-
glenns
ice cream
steak sauce
home
thrashed
hella fun
bay farm
fake ass thugs
lavals

yeah

hadi let me borrow the nine inch nails album "fragile"
i listened to it all yesterday
it's awesome
sounds like a bad acid trip
trent reznor is a genius

down
very down
hating

Comments

[anonymous]

I would say I'm sorry
If I thought that it would change your mind
But I know that this time
I've said too much
Been too unkind

I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try and
Laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

I would break down at your feet
And beg forgiveness
Plead with you
But I know that
It's too late
And now there's nothing I can do

So I try to laugh about it
Cover it all up with lies
I try to
laugh about it
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry

I would tell you
That I loved you
If I thought that you would stay
But I know that it's no use
That you've already
Gone away

Misjudged your limits
Pushed you too far
Took you for granted
I thought that you needed me more

Now I would do most anything
To get you back by my side
But I just
Keep on laughing
Hiding the tears in my eyes
'cause boys don't cry
Boys don't cry
Boys don't cry

[anonymous]

Demonic george Jetson?....hell yes! but uglier! "fake ass thugs"? bullshit, you wanna see a fake ass thug look in the mirror. You and your "crew" act all tough and shit around each other but if any of you sees an actual black person you curl up into quiet little church mice bitches. I've seen it happen.

[__bitchcakes]

i could easily be mature about this, and simply accept your apology, but i can't find it in myself to do so. this isn't what i want. it's over. redemption isn't an option anymore. i've already turned into something else. since you came into my life, and left, i don't understand myself anymore. i hate what i've become. i wanted to be pure. untouchable. but i gave into you, and it was just that easy. maybe it's not your fault. maybe this is just who i am. who i always have been, just waiting to emerge. who knows? i'm not even sure anymore. yes, i do realize that the world isn't out to fuck me over, and that there are people i can trust. i just wish i could say that you were one of them. i've loved you once before. with all of my heart. i loved you, arlin. you can't just put me aside, and expect things to be fine again because you want them to. it doesn't work that way. did it ever occur to you that being with someone else while you still called me yours might just hurt? how hard would it have been to just say no? to just end it with me

[emcee_emo]

i understand
i didn't want you to accept or anything
i just wanted to tie things up
the thing was that it never occured to me the damage i would do
until it was done
but i guess we both learned from it all
good luck in life
and don't go for guys like me anymore
goodbye heidi

[lulaznangel]

HOLLA!