I want to fucking beat someone.  One person in particular who a) can't keep their mouth shut about things they have NO idea about, and b) they try to act like they know me and lecture me about my life and what I am doing with it.  And, no, said person is NOT Amber.  Other then just being fucking pissed because certain people can't mind their own ( Read more... )

Its Friday night.  Most people go out or try to find something to do on Friday night, since its the begining of the weekend.  What am I doing?  I am stuck inside.  I tried making plans, all of which fell through.  This is typical for me.  I shouldn't be so down about it.  My plans with people always seem to fall through since everyone's always busy ( Read more... )

Put an "x" if it has ever happened ( Read more... )

Today = shit.

Not the shit that comes out of your ass, but the shit that infests the world with problems.  Don't we all hate it?  I understand life IS drama, but I am sick of the unessasary kind, you know?

Yesterday sucked.  Today sucks, and tomorrow might as well.  I will be optimistic and say, tomorrow will be a better day!  But I don't want my ( Read more... )

Life is wonderful.

Its funny how sometimes we overlook the little things that make us the happiest for the stupid things that make us frown.  I have found ever since getting the job at the nursing home, that making a person feel loved, even with a smile, can help my day tremendously.  I have noticed that when I smile, truly smile, I find it hard to ( Read more... )

Quick note to self:

Got the better job. It pays more then I expected. Roughly, between the two jobs, and minusing out bills to my parents and such, I will have about $500 a week. Its going to be tiring, but much better then the bakery. The sweatshop. Meaning I will be moving sooner then expected. Hooray. <3 ( Read more... )

Zipo keeps biting my ears trying to take my earings out.

This is probably going to be a whiney emo post, so if your not ready for that, then don't read this.

I am physically and emotionally drained.  Yes, I do understand its my own doing, but I am trying to make a future for myself, so I was willing to take that risk.  It sucks getting to the ( Read more... )

Put an "x" if it has happened recently ( Read more... )

- Rejected Titles for Children's Books ( Read more... )

I know all these poems are a bit dorky, but hey, I wrote them at early times in the morning while I had short breaks at the "sweatshop." ;.;  For Antoine, my muse, once more. <3

I need you

I want you--

I love you so,

Just stopped by

To tell you so.

My smile burns,

My stomach churns,

And when your away

My heart yearns--

--for your touch.
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