Today is a mere shadow of the darkness that was yesterday.  Though my smile is coming back, I am afraid I may need to talk to someone.  Soon.  I don't ever want to re-start my tramas of hurting myself from the past, but sadly, I almost did last night.  I really don't want to burden those who read this with my evil issues, I am not trying to be ( Read more... )

There are a lot of things I have yet to figure out in life.  One main thing; what I want to do with my future.  I have always been one to have big dreams, wishing I could do so many things.  I like to try everything once, but sometimes that just doesn’t work.  I am both very confident in myself, as a person, but in the same regard, very frightened. ( Read more... )

Ummm... I got bored so I took some photos for Antoine/Myspace/or whomever else seems to care.

They are kinda scary though, so beware if you would rather not be blinded.


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Rather great night, well, as great as it can be considering I was at work.  I brought in cheesecake, carrot cake, and cheese, sausage and crackers.  A few other people brought in food (mmm...) as well, and Dana, one of the ramp agents, made jumbalaya (yum...).  I was impressed, he just doesn't seem the cooking type.  Anyhow, everything was fine ( Read more... )

You know?  Its unlike me, but I have been contemplating life and what I want to do with mine lately.  I have so many big dreams, near-impossible plans, but am I only kidding myself?  Maybe this little "thinking and pondering" time was brought on byvfallenangelv.

I don't know, but maybe I really do need a wake up call?  Maybe I should start contemplating things ( Read more... )

'When your sinking fast and deep in this abysmal hole called life, remember that my voice will be here whispering in your ear; as always.  "The only way is up..." '

-Danielle M. Neuman

Je reve de toi. <3

Woo. Just finished making out nearly 75 christmas cards for work. I don't like to make people feel left out, you know. Kinda a downfall on my part, because I had to endure writing THAT many. But hey, I will hopefully put a smile on everyone's face ( Read more... )

"You cannot claim to know life until you experience it."

So, today started off terrible and ended up fairly good.  Just the reverse of yesterday.  My mom was extremely understanding.  She woke me up at 10am, before she left for work, and I started to explain before she could say any nasty comments, which, never even came, despite how my parents ( Read more... )

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You know, today started out wonderful, and I was happy. Sadly, its ending terrible. My car wouldn't start coming out of work. I was driving on empty, because I was going to go fill up at the gas station down the street on the way back so I wouldn't be late for work. My car has gone far past the "e" symbol before, and I made it fine. I doubt ( Read more... )