i wish i could sleep but i cant. things just keep running through my head over and over again. i just keep wondering why??? why??? you cry and it hurts. you keep it inside and it hurts. you talk about it and it hurts. you dont talk about it and it hurts. it just hurts.and you cant turn it off. people try and help. they listen. but they dont know. ( Read more... )

ok so heres an update... whats been going on? not much, and a whole damn lot.... u know how u feel like u;ve been majorly busy and then go to tell someone, and theres just nothing. u;ve done nothing ( Read more... )

ok im listening to old music which also describes my mood....
so here it is the lyrics to

Weird - By Hanson

Isn't it weird
Isn't it strange
Even though we're just two strangers on this runaway train
We're both trying to find a place in the sun
We've lived in the shadows, but doesn't everyone
Isn't it strange how we all feel a little bit weird sometimes
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Im sick :( :( :(

since i have some time on my hands.... and i like the songs playing on my computer.... here it is

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?

geez u need sleep

2. When's the next time you will have sex?

i prefer the random kind... so i dont really care

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?

suck.... cos stuff sucks

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ok so after a month of emma and karina bugging me to go get my head checked... i went to the dr today. and now i am having a CT scan tomorrow

ok an update seems to be the thing to do.... since i have some time to actually think ( Read more... )

the weekend was good.... i will update if i get time tomorrow... but ive been really busy. this is the first time in a week since ive checked my email. thankgod there were public holidays, and noone sent emails...

i need to buy garlic bread.

and emma, adam, karina and i are going camping on friday. in a tent, in front of the tv in my living room.

these are too isolated events.

hello hello. well i havent updated lately... so heres a run down ( Read more... )