how can one person destroy all of your self esteem and self confidence??

think i will just go and crawl under my covers and cry and wait for the world to end

i went to doctor yesterday. she felt my head, and looked worried, and then asked if i had other symptoms, and then said to see her next week, but if it gets worse to go see her before that... i had a massive headache yesterday, but today i've been fine, except when i see bright light, like when im driving and the computer screen... so i wont be ( Read more... )

i'm awake purely cos its too hot in my bedroom.... otherwise i would still be trying to sleep ( Read more... )

1.YOUR NAME:
Emma

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle):
Emmizzle (for shizzle)

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME (color and fav animal):
Blue Duck

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and childhood street):
Margaret Salerwong

5.YOUR STAR WARS NAME(first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 3 letters of moms ( Read more... )

Why do bad days beget bad days... actually today started out ok, and then my mother opened her mouth!!
I'm so over living at the moment

Ever looked through ur phonebook and realised u have absolutely noone to make plans with or want to call...

now i'm in a crappy mood

Had a great time in melbourne last week. great but tiring. we did a lot of stuff and we did a lot of walking! everything was so close that u feel bad getting on a tram to go 3 blocks. so we walked around. it was really odd there too. melbourne is such a safe place it seems. the sun doesnt go down til about 9pm and then everything is still open. ( Read more... )

and now the tv is broken. it just blew up :(

No Dawny. No Karina. No Miska.... :'(

hmmm i was going to update earlier, but couldnt be bothered...

Melbourne is next week! i'm so excited.... its gonna be lots of fun. and i'm nervous now too, my mum wants me to make a contingency in case my sister bails on me, or if something happens. i know i shouldnt be scared at seeing my sister but i think a part of me is. i'm scared shes going ( Read more... )