growing away
never going back
this is the life i choose

If this is how life feels i don't want it ( Read more... )

Its strange here. now ( Read more... )

panic attacks and cigarettes

unhappy with the current state of things

livejournal is never a good mood thing for me. its not always a bad mood thing either. its a blah, pensive, introspective mood that im usually in.
and listening to the rilokiley station on pandora puts me in just the mood.

i miss lindsay right now. to the point where im freaking out a little

Sometimes i still wish i was alone all the time. I miss solitude and never having to compromise ( Read more... )

i think im stuck
and hungry all the time.
i think my loneliness is my doing and my eagerness is just desperation.
i think all the time. its probably not good for me.
keeping my fingers crossed for a loft apartment.
that would be the coolest.

no one expects anything of me today. its sick. being 22 is sick. red sauce at taco bell is sick. obesity is sick. families are sick.

but vegan peanut better bars are scump-didily-umptious! thanks LL. you sweetie pie shnukum you :O