i am so sorry ( Read more... )

 i lost my phone about a week ago-Im so sorry! I got a new one though, so I'm back in business. I'm in Iowa right now for Edwards, its crazy here.
I imagine. Rehab is rough, but Im pulling through.  And I finally feel like I'm going to be alright. And you don't even know it, but its all because of you.
I'm so proud of you! This is all you- you are ( Read more... )

would you start all over if you could?
do you know the difference between sex and love?
will you ever forgive yourself for that one thing?
can you communicate without talking?
is there a difference between where you came from and where you are going?

is it happening all over again? 

yeah fuckers.
it's over.


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i posted an entry on the 24th, two entries ago
i just read it.
and i am afraid of myself becuase i have no recollection of writing it. 
And I am pretty sure I was sleep ing at 12:30 pm on Christmas Eve. I know I was.
Right?
was i sober?
or not?
i really have no clue.

funny how isaac isn't mad at me, hey ( Read more... )

When  did you start missing me? And all we used to be. I don't hang around that place no more ( Read more... )

Lindsay has to drive today
it took me five minute just to type livejournal in to the browser correctly.  I am sick, very very sick.  
flu+ameic=barely functioning

So mu drug peddling mother gave me a cocktail of with pills last night after I had already take 4 Ambien and two I bPfrofunon my own
when she adds 3 tranquilizers and4 muscle relaxers and ( Read more... )

i can't wait for Christmas
even though i hate the holiday
and I am jewish

I get to sleep at my parents, and i love being with my family
my sisters are beautiful, my mother is hilarious and my father rocks
my brothers are nothing special, but oh well

and my dogs!!  i love it. I'm fucking excited 

 i guess i wouldn't mind if you died.
I mean, i used to care about you, but it's hard to now. And maybe if you were dead,
No one would have sleepless nights concerned about your future.
I loved you. And maybe I still do.
But I certainly do not like you right now.

I don't know if I can save you
Or if you want to be saved
Or if I am the one who needs ( Read more... )