well...things at work are going ( Read more... )

Well, alots been going on latley. Most of it just work, and drama there. Not too bad, just makes me feel like I'm back in highschool again. But oh well, if I handled 4 years of that alright, than I think I can handle this too. It's really just the fact that my friend Rudy is now working for Cingular now, so I have no department manager. I guess ( Read more... )

at work this older guy (late 30's early 40's) came up to my booth and kept asking me about good bars. So I told him im not old enough to drink so i wouldnt kno but he still wouldnt go away, infact, he kept brushing his hand against mine, and telling me that I was cute so he "thought he'd still ask ( Read more... )

Well, in between work, and hanging w Engel and Alex. Things have been going pretty ok. I got the new gODHEAD cd, and its amazing! It's like the perfect cd for people who like hard rock, or people that like industrial. They go back to their roots a bit when they play with melodies and rythym. But they also sound like the time off did them alot of ( Read more... )

Well, things have been going....ehh...just going for me. Not too bad, but than not all full of bliss either. Work has been going ok. It's a living I guess. I get to talk to some cool people. Engel is a pretty cool cat, I now like aisans lol. and even though He's gone, Alex is the man, just cuz he likes The Dreaming. lol. The only other person that ( Read more... )

I talked to Gerald today. We're gonna hang out of Wed, cuz me and Raychel are gonna go take pics, so hes gonna join us. We go to talking, and I dont know wat made me do it, but I got the gall to ask him why things never worked between us. He said it's because he saw me as a friend, or like he was kissing a brother. As much as that hurts, maybe it's ( Read more... )

the wierd thing is...I dont really remember writing all of this. I don't know what I was feeling, what it's about or even a possible title for it, so I leave it to you, my friends, acquaintances/whatever, to tell me and give me insight into myself once again...

I wish I could forget to care

But the smiles haunt my dreams

I never knew what drove ( Read more... )

Well today I got my first paycheck, and between debating on buying some LAMB shoes I saw or a shirt and sweater, I started thinking. Thinking about how much things have changed since highschool. Back then, not saying that I was all Mr. Popular or anything, but I talked to ALOT of people, there were very few people I didnt like or talk to upon sight ( Read more... )

well...things have been going....i dont know where since the last time I wrote one this thing. I don't know what I'm doing when it come to the love life at teh moment. I mean, I still think I have feelings for someone, and than I think I like someone else. Seeing as how hes more open with it now, I feel I can say names now. I tried really hard, but ( Read more... )

god the lil rascals had it down pat...I never realized how much there is to this world until recently. I think that this weekend has changed me. My first as an adult. I've been set with trials, happiness, and the utter force of reality, and mortality. Emotions run high in the world of today. Pain, joy, ecstacy, contentment, and disbelief are all ( Read more... )