I could have worked out longer yesteday.. but I did have a good work out.
I need to buy a scale again - going by looks isn't working. Im just panicy.

80Calories for today - fruit cup.

I'll head there, do another 90 minutes of working out and then catch Patti and go to her AA Rehab meeting.

I can do this.

Please - no one get in my way.

Each relapse is ( Read more... )

So, I did it.
90 hard minutes at the gym - mann.. it felt awesome.

I can't wait to do it again tonight.

So imagining I do 2 hour work outs for friday/saturday evey week..
And then hard 60 minute work outs mon - thursday.

Imagining I stay under 500 calories..

Things will work out just perfect again.
<3

HONEYYY IM HOMEEE.
Mwahhaha.

Loves it.


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I could have another you in a minute.
I will have another you by tomorrow.

And it's your loss, because i'm effing awesome.
She's a silly tramp.
.. fuck!

But I hope you  both she get aids.

Writing everything just doesnt seem entertaining anymore.

It doesnt fix or change it.

Faaack.

I'm so confused.

Dave and I were doing amazing before he came home.
But then, we had a good time.
And now, we barely talk.

But i'm supposed to go spend the weekend with him on Friday. And i'm nervous now.
What if we don't talk? Blah. What if i'm a fool, and i'm going so he can say "things arent working."
It's happened before, maybe it'll happen again. I' ( Read more... )

Most girls get to deal with their first period with their mom, or something. When they're a child. But here I am, 17, already fucking around- not talking to my mom (actually, only even talknig to my dad, and brother) and i'm scared like fuck.

Some girls apparently like this, but I don't. I don't like it, I don't want it. I don't want it. I don't ( Read more... )

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[jeff] - <3 Jennifer says:

what some people have to realize...

is sometimes a boy knows what he's worth...
and sometimes, those people just don't cut it
(not to sound conceited or anything)
Heather _what are your final words says:

makes sense.
awe.
Heather _what are your final words says:
I feel bad, when people don't know what they're worth.

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Heather - I miss you so goddamn much says:
I've got another question

Lindsey//shut up and go away. says:
k

Heather - I miss you so goddamn much says:
you still throwing up after eating?

Lindsey//shut up and go away. says:
if I feel overly full and sick

Lindsey//shut up and go away. says:
not everytime

Heather - I miss you so goddamn much says:
I see I see.

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