I need you just as much as you need me. don't count me out yet luv, i promise to make this life better, you've waited long enough.

GOd.. i found my way back to me. Thank God. no other way to say it. Thank God.

I haven't written in a while ( Read more... )

I just went to hawaii.. it was alot of fun

now that im home i think im getting depressed. i think i am depressed. i fight with my boyfriend all the time. josh is leaving PRHS next week sumtime. and i just realized this morning i cant make myself get up in the morning anymore.

what do i do?

nothing iguess..

ugh. what do i do

whoooooo raaaaayyyy for 3 month aniversaries!...alright yeah its lame but umm my relationships usually last like a month so be proud of me.. wow the space bar on this puter sucks its like i have to punch it to make it work or allofmewords look likethis. yaaaa fuckinthing ( Read more... )

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All i have to say is Senior Agazi village trip = a good time.

-warming up in alex's vest with greg
-josh likes to "ride gregs ass" pretty hard (lmao jp)
-i own at the card game 'ass' so yes technically.. i own ass
-josh is the coffee gothy
-alex is cherif shiny star
-"Deep Whaaaaaaat!?" the ghetto erotic call .. haha

score?.. i think so.

I am going to get my life back on track. it seems as though parts of my life started to decay as my expectations were not met by the begining of what should have been an amazing senior year. As friendships unraveled before my eyes, and teachers spoke to me like im not the brilliant get away with anything girl that i am, parts of me started to shut ( Read more... )

god it seems that everything i do is wrong. all the fucking time. first off i apparently am cold hearted and leave people out of plans when the truth is i have been trying like crazy to just feel accepted and like im not the huge burden that i feel like to the whole effing family. however my fears were realized the next day when i saw plainly that ( Read more... )

I had the best birthday ever <3 mwhahaha. My boyfriend is the best. he and my Mummy dearest and my best friend in the world (greggles) threw me a suprise party! I <3 all of them so much. And everyone who went, it was a really good time. We even made it out to dennys before the real festivities began, where greg closed my thrumb in my car door.. it ( Read more... )