Twat. Shit. Fuck. Why is it I ruin everything. I was going to send her my journal, as sporadic as it may be to explain me. But me, myself, I? It's a joke, a mess. Eugh. I've been destroyed today. Forever infact. If it doesn't kill me we'll be better off. Like two ships sailing across the ocean opposite ways. I did love her, she was just too much. ( Read more... )

I feel a little calmer today :) we'll see. Just need more planning I think. More forethought ftw

I hate when i'm a mess.

I like her so much, Maybe love. Its quick tho. What is love?

HMm mind fuck time again :( Why is it I go so wierd knowing about girlfriends with ex guys?

Why can't I do what I want to properly. I hate this, it messes me up. Arrgghh. A cure please?

I fail, I hate this, I know it will just go wrong, it'll be me doing.

I'm sorry to the people that never read this . . .

Wow, seems Ive fallen way too quick for this girl. She is everythig I want, could ever want :)

It worries me that she ight have chnaged alot with me, from who she was at uni? I don't know ESSSHH I just don't want to be hurt :(

Being the good guy sucks.

So, I'm writing on here it must be girl related? If you thought that you'd be correct ( Read more... )

the reasons why I fail are as follow ( Read more... )

Happy new year ( Read more... )