i'm going to start writing in this again. because i want to. i got my first haircut since march on monday thanks to gaelan. then i had an evening in the east bay with lunchbox and tabby. driving all over, getting al, justin and drums. then we finally practiced at the box and watched a portion of midnightmare practice. they are fucking rad and the ( Read more... )

i don't know what is worse, the computer here at work or the one at my house. but the one at work has been a big fucking asshole today. i think if i ever got real dsl i would wet my pants with excitement. dod is playing their second show this friday in sf. it's a drag party, starting at around 11 and we play at about 1am. the guy putting it on ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is, but i had a lot of drinks tonite. have you ever had an irish car bomb? it's insane, especially if you do it twice. i hit my head. i realized tonite that i have a problem and it has to do with blonde girls. i really like blonde girls.

everybody make mistakes. just like when suicide cat scratched me for no aparent reason that one easter sunday. i forgave him and we're best friends now. everybody makes mistakes. i just happen to do so more than everybody.

so... i've been thinking about writing in my journal lately...

in every possible way, things seem different today, not like yesterday. when days never change and it’s three years later. it’s like your life, hasn’t changed and it’s three years late. how does it feel to be three years late and watching your youth drift away? i know that matters don’t matter as much as you think they do. you will only be yourself ( Read more... )

everything I have is everything I needed. everything is you. I hope we are trapped in this vortex with eachother for a long time to come because it’s a really good feeling to wake up and know I have you. The feeling I get when I hear the phone ring or when I have a new message in my mail box, knowing that there is a possibility it’s you. and then ( Read more... )

If you meet any of the qualifications below, you are gay. (by brian warner ( Read more... )

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I found this tonite. its about two and a half years old. but it still made me laugh ( Read more... )