stressful. i'm really unhappy with lots of stuff right now. and you aren't responding. thanks for caring to talk to me. i dont know if something is wrong. is this punishment for not answering the phone the other night? i just kind of take that as a given. that makes me really angry. i just dont want to take your full attention. you're purfect. ( Read more... )

“I believe in dreams. I believe that every night on the planet everything that is, was and can be is dreamt. I believe that what happens in dreams is no different and no less important than what happens in the waking world. I believe that dreams are the closest equivalent present-day mankind has to time travel. I believe you can visit your past, ( Read more... )

The MTX version of "Road to Ruin" is the best cover album I think I have ever heard in my entire life. Although it's not often when a band covers an entire album and actually releases it ( Read more... )

It's crazy how much space you can have by moving a bed over one foot ( Read more... )

You are ... The Capital City Goofball

( Read more... )

is the idea that we're all insignificant really that bad? is the concept that life (be it yours or mine) doesn't matter all that bad? i don't think so ( Read more... )

oh good. I'm not a whore. psheww.


( Read more... )

I don’t really know what to say. It’s hard to explain something that bothers a person this much. I finally have a clear head for the first time in months. I haven’t smoked or drank anything in a week and I have just begun to feel like myself again. It’s a nice gratifying change of pace, the same feeling I almost used to get from being fucked up ( Read more... )

The urge to destroy is so strong, so overwhelming. Can you think of a situation for which a sledgehammer is not an appropriate tool? And so much destruction has been done in the name of creation, or "progress", that the pendulum has swung too far. It's time to destroy the forces of control, of boredom, of hopelessness, and remake the world in any ( Read more... )

This is what happens when you have cold and a high fever for a few days, then sleep for 12 hours. It seemed like a good idea at the time...


( Read more... )