This is a conversation I had with my friend while we were watching the presidential election on TV about a year and a half ago ( Read more... )

It's 3am and I'm listening to the Rolling Stones. Everyone just went home and I feel lonely. The television is still on glaring the high tetris score as the small light in my room glows. I feel like crying and laughing at the same time. There is so much that I want to do and experience that I haven't yet. I'm not getting any where sitting in this ( Read more... )

one lifetime later i remain entrapped ( Read more... )

Last night a very important part of music to me died that I will never forget ( Read more... )

I’m completely and totally utterly perfect. did I mention I am totally depressed? I would love to have what I need, but at this point I just don't know what that is. I have heard so may times over that the person I need is out there. I start to wonder how true that is or if the person telling me that is just full of shit. After everything sets in I ( Read more... )

Is everyone fucking dead? I don't understand this delima of tiredness. It didn't use to be this fierce and constant. I just want to be able to see people more often and do things more frequently. Things used to be more fun; more exciting than this. The speakers in my room play on as I sit here wishing for a tap on my window or a headlight in the ( Read more... )

everyone knows what these things are...I got one e-mailed to me a few days ago and decided to post mine on here since I haven't put anything up in awhile ( Read more... )

I've met some people along the way ( Read more... )

"...I swear I've never been so depressed, miserable and lonely in my entire life. It's like I know there's gotta be somebody out there somewhere. Just one person in this huge, horrible, unhappy universe that can hold me in their arms and tell me everything's going to be ok. But how long do I have to wait before that person shows up? I feel like I'm ( Read more... )