in case anyone needs an update ( Read more... )

 somehow, researching furries has taken precedence over the MOUNTAIN of IP work from fall quarter that i have a week to do...
and still, no luck feeling like i fit in much of anywhere.
le sigh.

and i came back to look for something.
and i realized.
there are so many people i used to look forward to. keep up with. love.
that i havent heard from in years.
so um.
i have a new blog, where you can contact me.
i update it. a lot.
<3
http://you-cant-change-the-past.tumblr.com/

hope to talk to some long lost ljers soon.


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i lost my other one somehow...
and as soon as i booked my awesome vaca to arizona in fasfdasfdasfd 17 daysssssssssss. . i went and got a new digi. 
just messin with it.

hurr.


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nothings the same.
always shedding, whatever i had holding me to her.
the distance is palpable.

and no one even notices.
no one but her and i.
and our eyes.
our hands.
our skin.
no longer touching. sticking. sliding.
hearts.
no longer beating in unison.

how can i be content.
hearing her weep. without tears.

 so. i made a community, hoping to find some like minded.. well. minds.

check it out. dyke_banter 

its been a while
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growing up it was animals. i wanted to love them all. save them all. keep them all close to me ( Read more... )

the amount of importance ( Read more... )

accordant souls.
complimentary smiles.
uncomplicated pull among our hearts.

magic.
not smoke and mirrors.
disappearing act.
the whole world dissolves.
all thats left are our bodies tangled and dripping.

melting in the slow heat of a summer night, damp with the dark air and thoughts of you.