punk r0ck jen (3:46:58 PM): man ( Read more... )

well since hmm maybe wens. i sort of feel more like who i am. i'm more blunt, more out going and more "mean." some people tell me they love me from my individuality sometimes people send me home because of it. lost story but if you ask me The Sex Pistols rock..and for me to wear a t-shirt from them rocks and i'm not taking it off just because the ( Read more... )

i had one of the most intriguing conversation yesterday and it just made me think not much because i was pretty wasted but enough just to think about stuff that i never really thought about. "i'm concieted, not cocky." It's true everything i have and the way i act is confindence. i know i'm beautiful i don't need to go around asking people if i'm ( Read more... )

what else i can i give? it seems that everybody's trying to bring me down. how am i supposed to handle this? i don't like the way things are now. i never liked them before but now it's all just trying to get to me. brian yeah i don't know what's up with him. it's like he wants the best of both situations and i'm not going to take it. i'm too pretty ( Read more... )

love, it's all a big game about taking and giving. you either take too much or take nothing at all. or give too much. you see, i've been in both situations and it seems that no matter how i look at it i never notice it till i actually sit down and think about it. i'm not sad about being single anymore, because i know that i can get whom ever i want ( Read more... )

i know that i hit on guys more than i breathe. it's not hard for me to hit on guys. i basically live for it. but now, i seem scared to do it only to this one particular boy. he scares me in a way that i haven't felt in a long time. i don't know whether to pursue what i feel or to just not do anything about it. i know i'll eventually do something ( Read more... )

i haven't really written much in this, except when i was really upset. i just went through some of my past journal entries and they all make me feel like it's just time for me to die. i won't. i've been through more than you can ever imagine. i'm a 16 yr old, i want the lifestyle but i don't have it. i grew up with more on my shoulders than the ( Read more... )

i've been too busy to write anything in here and it's been a while i think. well what's up i'm back but not for long hopefully. life well life's good. i'm enjoying every moment and breathe i take other than the fact the on weekdays my mom wakes me up to do absolutely nothing, i think she gets a kick out of me struggling to get up and bumping into ( Read more... )

some people ask me why i never open up to people. how am i supposed to open up to people who always seem to backstab me at the end or are two faced? ya see, i might not enjoy the way i live, but it sure as hell keeps me away from people like that. i've been through enough to see threw people who would rather abuse me than love what i give them. i ( Read more... )

today i found out the my first exboyfriend ever! is now gay. my mom told me i was like oh my gosh. i'm still like oh my gosh. other than that i hung out with kevin today and ehhh=jen