How are you? How many times have you asked that question? More importantly, how many times have you listened to the answer? If one was even given. I usually don't attempt to answer honestly. I mean who wants to hear about all this shit floating around my head? People keep asking me how I am. I say I'm fine. It's so easy to say. They're not ( Read more... )

Things will never be the same ( Read more... )

I hope no one reads this. I am losing patience quickly. In fact, it's gone. I have nothing let but biting my lip every time she asks for something. I love her, I will do anything for her, and she just went through(and is still going through) HELL! It sucks. I can't imagine how she feels. With that said, she is ridiculously over sensitive. ( Read more... )

The weight behind my eyes is beginning to show.  The impatience is growing.  Tomorrow we see the surgeon that will perform the procedure.  We find out all the nitty gritty details.  Oh goody!  James is being so awesome it's impressive.  He's pretty sensitive to others feelings so he has been pretty low key.  Of course the poodle won't leave Rachel' ( Read more... )

OK. It's been a while, but that's not necessarily a bad thing. I'm going to try this whole journal thing again, but for all the wrong reasons. My wife, Rachel, has come to posses a brain tumor. 6cm, right front section of her beautiful brain. Yeah, SHIT! Didn't see that coming. SHe has been having some pretty nasty headaches for the last two ( Read more... )

Just watched Fearless. Not the Jet Li Movie, the Jeff Bridges movie. No, you haven't heard of it. No, you haven't seen it. But you should. There was a girl once. I was crazy about her. Wasn't sure i'd ever get past it. Didnt' want to at the time, but life . . . is funny. One day on "the perfect park bench" I signed a contract. Let me tell ( Read more... )

It's not fair ( Read more... )

SO I know I can write this because I know those of you who find me here won't judge me, or don't actually know me well enough for it to do any harm ( Read more... )

I thought of her today and Kate said ( Read more... )

It can rain all the time ( Read more... )