So, I've decided to stop messaging certain people. If they want to talk to me, they can message me. No one in particular, just people in general. I'm tired of putting myself out there and get nothing in return ( Read more... )

I really haven't had bad mood swings in the past month or so which is weird. I guess things are working. Not to say I haven't been in a bad mood, because I have. I had Jacob two weekends in a row and honestly was in a great mood when I had him. After I dropped him off Sunday, I was in a funk. Was in a bad mood Monday and a horrible mood Tuesday and ( Read more... )

It's been a shitty day and I still have a couple of hours. I was told yesterday at work that I was going to another dealership. Meetings all frikin day. I just want to get to the hotel ( Read more... )

We have been dead the last few days and it sucks. It has allowed me to get caught up on these new system updates. It's been meeting after meeting. I have the doctor tomorrow so I'm trying to get this shit finished today so I don't fall behind ( Read more... )

"I know one day all of our scars will disappear like the stars at dawn and all of our pain will fade away when morning comes. And on that day when we look backwards we will see that everything's changed and all of our trials will be milestones on the way. And as long as we live every scar is a bridge to someone's broken heart. On that day all of ( Read more... )

The day started out like any other. My alarm went off and I just kept hitting snooze. I was tired. I didn't sleep well. I'm always tired and I never sleep well. Jump in the shower and head to work. Of course it drags along as always. I'm just counting down the minutes until my weekend starts. I'm not particularly excited about the weekend, I just ( Read more... )

Not a lot has been going on lately. Just work and working out. Both suck. I woke up this morning at 172lbs. It's amazing. I can start seeing the definition in my arms. It's pretty cool. I met up with Kenny at BW3s Sunday to watch football and he was amazed. He's like bro, you dye your tips blond and you'll be the old Nevitt. I'm like what? He's ( Read more... )

It's amazing how well you think you're doing, then things come crashing down. I was getting happier, and not really thinking about her much. Then I see a picture and it crushes me. I see her at Animal Kingdom. I see her at Universal. That was our vacation, the one I proposed to her on. I was bored today at work, so I decided to clean my Facebook ( Read more... )

"I hate how you call me late at night just to check in and make sure that I have nothing to be sad about. It's crucial to blot out any signs that I might have feelings. This way you don't ask me how am I. This way you won't force me to proceed ( Read more... )

Working at Northgate was very challenging. I started working in the parts department for not a lot of money at all. At first it was boring, but I went to my boss and asked him if I could take on a bigger role. I was doing all of the used cars, and doing all of the ordering, billing and inventory for the body shop. I realized that I pretty much ( Read more... )