Wow its been forever since I've been on this thing...crazy i miss it ive been tied up with xanga..but i like this much better!
Heres my new pic!


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HA..im getting a new name...i just noticed mine is really lame....( that rhymes haha )

wow lots of stuff has happend.....my dad is going to AA so thats pretty awesome my mom is sucha bitch she called me up friday morning just bitching me out because i took my charger to my dads....shes like you fucken take everything of mine all my make up blah blah blah..yeha i take her make up thats why i have my own...??? shes such a psycho bitch ( Read more... )

( burn baby burn )

My mom's cancer might of came back :( im really scared, i dont want to go through this shit again, i dont want her to, last time it was horrible i just gave up and i left her there with a new born baby :( i feel like such a bitch, no wonder she yells at me all the time, shes right i never do anything right, i always think about myself, ;( what a ( Read more... )

Yup ..he couldnt even go a week without it. He says he didnt even remember swearing to god he wouldnt. im like you fucking liar when i left you told me you you promised. GRRR hes like amber you dont have to worry about me. Im like i dont worry bout you im worring about me . do you want me to keep cutting. he found a knife in my room hes like why is ( Read more... )

Well my psychologist asked me to write my dad a note and said i could swear in it as much as i wanted so i did lol and friday i had to bring it and read it to him so i did. He said it was Really good and i should give it to him but write more. Well right after i left from there i went to my dads and we walked in and my dad was drinking :( my moms ( Read more... )

I started it up again :(. I have to tho i feel so fat lately geeze esepcially with all these beautiful gorgeous skinny girls at my school...:( its sickinging i know but i have to. I wish my dad would go to bed so i can cuz i jsut keep eating more thats more im gonna have to puke up :( im so dissapointed in myself

Yeah I have the biggest headache in the world no thanks to my mom. she fricken spazzed on the phone because it was 10 minutes after school so i called her and she started SCREAMING at me so i just pulled the phone away. YAH i hate her i really do ..i dont wish shed die or anythign i just wish she would quit being her. she really makes me feel like ( Read more... )

yeah i havnt written a lot in a really long time so im going deep ( Read more... )