Yesterday i was kinda sad but it was really cute because i went to this bible study with some of my friends. there all so beautiful and gorgeous so i felt kinda out of place. but then i was having a sad night and so brad called me (my best friends boyfriend) hes such a nice boy holy crap . but yeah kaylie takes him for granit but ne ways then i ( Read more... )

Put your hand on my heart ( Read more... )

Today was so crappy ...my dad went to one of his friends parties and i went with him and i really didnt want to go because i knew there was gonna be drinking.. hes like dont worry i wont drink that much im going to church tomorrow...well yeah he got drunk off his ass and it pissed me off and then they started smoking pot aroudn me and little kids ( Read more... )

Yeah well i did it again.. on my feet and stomach..it hurt so bad today tho cuz my pants were rubbing up against the cuts and i almost started crying. yeah well im seeing a therapist on monday and im really scared. God, i wish i could stop but its so hard, and i tried baning my wrists but its just not the same :( yeah well ttyl bye

Hey yeah well it talked to my dad's friend lynn and shes gonna try and get me depression pills which i really want cuz my mom thinks i dont need them. she pisses me off so much i think i make her ashamed or something. YEAH WELL I GOT BAPTIZED YESTERDAY i feel so special! i love jesus :)

Omg ..crappy week...yeah i did it again cut myself ..it was bad...i couldnt stop it was crazy i just kept doing it..and so i had to wear a sweatshirt all the time and its hot so i told my mom so she wouldnt ask cuz i wanted to wear a tshirt and when i told her shes like ARE YOU MENTAL OR SOMETHING..thanks mom love you too. yeah that made me feel ( Read more... )

MY DADDY GOT A NEW COMPUTER omg its so beautiful I HAVE A MOUSE NOW hahah yeah well i love it bye

My daddy moved into a trailer park from a big house so im kinda sad:( i dont like it theres no carpet and theres bees everywhere..and the toilet clogged 3 tiems all over the bathroom floor and just guess who had to clean it up every time :( yesh me! it was sickning. My room is small but the good thing is i watched finding nemo today !! I will call ( Read more... )

Hey COLORADO STORY LOL .. WELL THERES 2 ( Read more... )

Hey !! Sorry I havnt wrote it a really long time but i went to colorado for 5 days for convention. Omg it was great i got so much more closer to God! There was this speaker there that i really liked and i went to two of her seminars and she told me the story about peter walking on the water. When he kept his eyes on jesus he was fine but then he ( Read more... )