Today i just really want to kill myself ... gosh kaylie just pisses me off so much sometimes i mean i love her but shes so selfish!! and stupid and she just does things with out thinkin or not thinking about herself. oh well its gonna hurt her in the long run but i just love her so much i dont want to see that happen to her gosh sometimes i just ( Read more... )

Hey Im going to Colorado on Friday im really scared cuz im taking a plain and ive never rid on one before so im really nervous but i got some cute clothes WHOOO HOOO lol yeah and a cd player and the Ashlee simpson cd shes so awesome yeah well i dunno i have this fear of getting lost lol but i think ill be okay lol well luv ya bye

I forgot to write this in but sunday i seen anchorman OMG YOU HAVE TO SEE IT ITS HILARIOUS

Hey..well today i babysat my best friends neighbor because she went to a golf tournament with her other neighbor to umm ~cough cough check out a hot guy cough cough~ so i covered for her even tho she has a boyfriend lol ne ways. the girl i babysat was 10 and shes like 150 lbs its sad
o well bye

Hey...well im workin on this song and I just got the chorus cuz im working on the rest
~*CHours*~
Im resisting the temptation to take me away becasue the razorblade was the only way to let it out, cuz im not sure if i wanna live yet and the scars i regret because there just reminders of my pain.

Hey i havnt writ in a really long time. Im doing okay though. Things are a little better. Im still sad sometimes and get depressed but hopefully it will gradually change. Me and my mom got in this huge fight over a coffe pot and it made me feel like shit and she started throwing stuff at me and yeah i was really sad
wb soon luv ya

well yesterday was weird, i was so sad and everything just fell apart. I told my mom all my problems a lot of issues i had so now im gonna get counsling which i really dont want but o well. im gonna talk to my youth group leader on monday. i hope im doing the right thing by talking about it or else im screwed!

Well today was better than yesterday i guess you could say. IT WAS A COMFY DAY FOR ME!! whooo sweatpants and sweatshirts! fun stuff man.
Well i got my nails done yesterday THERE SO CUTE!
well im out l
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Hey yeah, this is my first journal entry. Today was really weird. I was kinda sad and i dont know why.. i have all these mixed feelings its really strange. sometimes i just get really depressed and sad and i dont know why. I feel like nobody likes me even tho i know its not true but sometimes i have those days where i feel like everyone hates me ( Read more... )