why is that the one u love the most hurts u the most. why is it that they can get under ur skin so easily without hardly saying a thing. so much restin on a thin line. i wonder why it is that i must endure. wat product could i possibly recieve from this except more heart ache and tears. nothings really ever there when i think of love... just me ( Read more... )

im not really sure wat it is that i should be writing ...all i know is that my heart is sunk to the bottom of my stomache. yea things are gettin better in life ,but wat good is it when u have no one to really share it with. matt dropped out on me with the roomin together after high school thing, but thats ok i was really startin to get annoyed with ( Read more... )

so ya stoopid shit with stoopid girls. my so called best girl pal just kinda lost her whole best girl pal title. one night me and some old friends were gunna shoot some pool and me an bronson had asked christine (my x-best girl pal) if she would not bring this one wigga bitch nikki. whos sooo fukin annnoying its unbelievable ...like shes soo ( Read more... )

gouge out ur eyes
throw them to the floor
this world is not worth seeing
rip out ur heart
smear it against the wall
love is just a dream
tear out ur lungs
burn them in the fire
foresaken is the breathe of life
toture urself
before anyone else gets the pleasure

so yea lately i feel as though im begining to become more and more alone. its like with every passin day people that i know seem to drift farther and farther away.and lately my blood bro hasnt been around but thats ok heys got other shit on his plate that is more important and i respect that. but lately one of my new bros...nathan schepp funnyist ( Read more... )

i love ( Read more... )

a heart behind closed doors .... drug along a bed of thorns by its very owner. why is it that he persists to do so? yes he wears his heart on his sleeve but does that mean u should ur arrows of fire and hate at its existance. everything taken to heart. nothing over looked...the madness never ends.

so yea its official my mom is out of town for one week and already i have nothin to do .......... all u out there that want to be lame and not come and hang out, can go fuck urself. im gunna sit here and drink a 40 by myself b4 work.....

ok so yea wow i havent written on this in sooo long.....doesnt matter anywaz, nobody reads it. but yea anywaz tommarows senior ditch day again ..lol. we've had like wat 5 ...lol. and then next week is spring break , and my moms gunna be outa town and ill have the apartment all to myself for the whole week. fuckin awesome! ok well i gtg its gettin ( Read more... )

so yea ive almost spent over $45 playin pool this weekend but i dont care i kicked ass. lol the only thing im cinfident about is my pool game.... im soo pathetic. so insecure about everything except playin pool. o well i guess its because i know hella that i can kick just bout anyone i play against unless its my poo poo junkies then theres actually ( Read more... )