i feel so alone ...but yet im surrounded by friends...it the most uncomfortable feeling in the word.these last 3 months of my life have been the worst ever. ive lost everything and everyone close to me. except for anna. love ya babes. it seems like the hole just keeps gettin deeper and deeper... some times i wonder if blood could cure this all

um so yea i got home home from school today and thought id take a lil nap....well i just woke up and im still fuckin hella tired, and ive been sleeping for 6 hours. i dunno whatever i guess. so anywaz i hella hate my job at subway!!!!!!!!!!!!! everybody that i work for there sux except for this lil sophmore kid named rey, hes cool . kinda funny too ( Read more... )

i need a friend .....

so yea i went out with some of the ol school guys tonight. we did the jam...it was sweet till matt starting being an ass like he always is. we covered the first song off of finch's new cd.....it was damn good. the only problem was that it was a bit sloopy cuz i had to play through a p.a. system, and i almost blew it out even though its 200 watts ( Read more... )

why must we float in this world of pain and destruction? what purpose does this torched land of fury give for those that only wish to love? how can one taken from others which is soo beautiful? who gave them the right? and how is it that society allows them to eendure without equal punishment? things of such beauty and sincerity, so innocent and ( Read more... )

i got home from work tonight and i got some news that really hit me hard......my grandfather that ive never seen before...called my mom to tell her that my dad went back to prison again..... im soo disapointed in him...not just for goin bak but other reasons that i dont feel comfortable leaving on here for others to read on here..my dad has a lot ( Read more... )

so yea this is my first entry in this journal. i dont really know wat to write....its not like anyones really gunna read this thing except for me ...but hey watever ( Read more... )