Alan left for Belgium without saying goodbye...my heart ached all day yesterday waiting for a last phone call or text.My heart just aches.Im in work and the hotX1000 guy from the other shift is on my shift for the day and he was walking by my desk with a trailer and beeped the horn about 6 times and peeped over my computor..as if looking for my ( Read more... )

I got my hair cut..and the long dyed red curls have disapeared and I must admit its brought a new shape to this face a very Alanis look.I woke up this morning and it was straight but masses of beautiful curls dancing round my face!! Curls!! I could hear the follicles scream as the  curls fell to the floor yesterday but there back!Oh in full bloom!
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Mams in hospital today getting her second scan and tests.I watched her sing and dance on Saturday night,pissed as a fart she was and Id to leave the room I was that overcome with emotional.I lay on my bed and bawled thinking I couldnt live with myself if she has cancer and dies and I was so horrible to her for all that time ( Read more... )

I am crying like a child

that calls for its sanctuary,

crying in confused pain.

-Now- I understand what all

those poets bled about,

through their simple last lines

through the musicians, last notes.

I want to tell your knee's ; I love them,

I want to tell your thumb ; I love him too,

I want your shoulder blades to understand me

and your ears to ( Read more... )

Alan dumped me..and all he could say to me was I dont know what to say to you,its over.Which left me empty.But I survived the weekend and now Im sittin in work and his BROTHER rings me..hey!Im just back Stace!Need to talk to you and I was like..go ahead you know youb can talk to me and then he told me that Alan had dont the dirt on me on Thursday ( Read more... )

PUBLIC APOLOGY This is to state that I,Empathy_bites  am publicly apologising for any upset or harm caused in my public slagging of (1) Star trek (2) deep space 9 and other such science fiction related programs.

After reading some interesting porn on the web today concerning the characters Capt.Catherine Janeway and Seven of 9, I apologise,not knowing that ( Read more... )

Alan text me earlier..a technical text about his car getting fixed and added shortly at the end that hed talk to me later.I replied..will I see you tonight or at the weekend and he replied, see how things go.So I dont know what to do or say.After a very long year of not loving any boy..the boy I do like is fading out on me.I think..I hope not.I ( Read more... )

Today was a normal start, my alarm went off at 7 and I dreamt I got up and went to work.Woke at 7.30 and had a panicky start but made it in,traffic and all for 8.Phew ( Read more... )

On Saturday Alan got beat up across from a nightclub and i found him in Hospital the next day with a battered face.I was very upset and still am,seeing as hes taking his pain out of me.Ive been in and out of hospital since Sunday running circles around him and he was so cruel to me yesterday Iasked him if hed preferred if I hadnt come into hospital ( Read more... )