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[emperor_connor]

I'm home, and I'm very deeply depressed. I was feeling fine earlier today, but then when I got on the train to go home, my mood completely changed. It scares me. How fast it can change, I don't feel like I'm in control anymore. My mother picked me up from the train station and asked me, "You seemed like you where in a good mood last night, were

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[lay_motionless_]

you're too good of a person to feel like that, connor.
maybe it means nothing coming from me, or the fact that I was just with you and you might know why Im saying this and how long its taking me to type this...Im rambling.
you should never feel like that.
you're a geeat person.
Im so sorry for the way you feel, because I feel the exact same way.
if you ever need to talk, or rant or express...something.
you know where I am.

[emperor_connor]

"Lieutenant Dan was always getting these funny feelings about a rock or a trail or the road, so he'd tell us to get down, shut up."
"Get down! Shut up!"
"So we did. "

"When I was in China on the All-American Ping Pong team, I just loved playing ping-pong with my Flexolite ping pong paddle."

"Have you found Jesus yet, Gump? "
"I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for him, sir. "

[lay_motionless_]

hahahah
I dont know why I kept quoting forrest gump lines. I have no clue why.
it just kinda felt right. haha

[jessicakate]

connor i know you.

youre not selfish.
youre not mean spirited.
or any of that.
at all.

youre one of sweetest guys ive ever met.

and you dont need medication to keep you happy, you just have to take responsibility for yourself in the sense of emotions. it takes a lot but youre a lot stronger then you give yourself credit for. and give me some credit and take what im saying into consideration intead of jumping into conclusioins about what i do or do not know about you. its been a while but i know.

[emperor_connor]

Thanks, but I think deep inside I have those flaws and they influence me sometimes. But I deeply appreciate what you say .

[runcosmorun]