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Fuck my health. Fuck what people around me think. Fuck what they know. Fuck their judgment, open or covert. Say it to my face. Don't be a fucking wimp ( Read more... ) -
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I'm so close to having a clean room!! Granted it's still a mess, but I've realized I don't have ANYTHING left so sort thru! I have all the unnecessary stuff boxed up, i have a place for everything else, i've thrown out at least 8 bags of clothes and countless bags of trash and shit i don't need. now i just have to sort out the depths of under the ( Read more... ) -
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just watched two short documentaries about north korea, first a national geographic special featuring lisa ling, the other called 'Kimjongilia', which actually is named after a flower created for kim jong il to represent "peace, love, wisdom, and justice". i can't believe that's not a joke. i am sickened, i am horrified. and having spent so many ( Read more... ) -
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I want to have a shitty cheap apartment with cracked old wood floors and red wine stains on the couch. I want to fill it with cheap antiques and nice antiques and paintings and things I made and books and dvds and weird shit from yard sales and taxidermy creatures. I want floral cushions and dead flowers in vases on the table and a wooden easel I ( Read more... ) -
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i must be a horribly confusing person to be friends with. i know i rant and sound like i'm on the verge of stepping off a ledge most of the time when i post, but truthfully, i only feel like that maybe 15% of the time. the rest of my life is going swimmingly. i don't write as much about those things because when i am happy, i just go with it and ( Read more... ) -
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Stole this from listensostill , do it if you like
three names you go by:
1. alexis
2. lexi
3. alex
three things you like about yourself:
1. open-mindedness
2. style
3. capacity to love
three things you don't like about yourself:
1. emotional instability
2. artistic inconsistency
3. shyness at times
three parts of your heritage:
1. polish
2. african-american
3. native american
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i'm bored so i stole these from erin :)
Q&A Meme
- Leave a comment saying "Beam me up, Scotty!" "You! I want to take you to a gay bar!" "Inconceivable!" "You wanna go?!"
- I'll respond by asking you five questions to satisfy my curiosity.
- Update your journal with the answers to your questions.
- Include this explanation and offer to ask other people questions.
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Some days, I really feel like everything in the universe is harmonically coming together to piss me off in every way possible. Then I remember I'm not that important, and then I don't know what to do but sulk and try to distract myself, because I know I shouldn't be reacting like this, and I need help already ( Read more... ) -
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It has become glaringly apparent to me that over the last few months, I have really not been a good friend to a lot of people in my life. I am not just saying that because of drama or anything like that; I say that because looking back on it, I really have been a shitty friend and I feel really guilty and really confused as to how to remedy this, ( Read more... )