you know how you think that ONE DAY... you'll be better? or that BACK THEN... you were happy? you loved that feeling. you know you had it once. you figure that something will happened, something happened back then, SOMEONE happened. well guess what? nothing happened but you. you're gonna change this around. and i know it's scary, i know sometimes ( Read more... )

SEPIA STREETLIGHTS &
MONOCHROME MOONSHINE
COLLIDE

j'aime christoph.
i love black beads and
pearly white teeth.

pissing the night away..

saw the last half of "a lot like love"
cried, laughed. want some cheetos?
want to get naked in the freezing cold?
want to fall in love? well, hell

"this is your life. right now
it's not gonna wait for you
to get back on your feet."

things that no boy ever taught me to accept about myself, things that no boy ever told me that was okay, and things that i just finally just established as JUSTOKAY ( Read more... )

we went bowling ( Read more... )

that was the night that i realized that the side of a road is a place.
and if you're trying to go somewhere, then you're going nowhere in a hurry.
you are in a place. you are exactly where you're supposed to be.
you can't change that.

In reflection of this past year, I can honestly say I've matured, I've changed. I am now 15. 2006 is nearly over, I have less than twelve hours left. A new segment of my life is about to begin, and who is to say what's in store for me. I looked up my horoscope for both today and tomorrow, and both are listed as UNDEFINED ( Read more... )

i just took a glass of vodkaa..
i hope my mom or dad doesn't notice
i don't feel any different
idk i've never drank alone before
whatever i feel fineee.
i'm really lonely, though
i wish somebody would call