so, mall yesterday, mad fun ( Read more... )

yesterday, i felt so radiently beautiful but ( Read more... )

today at the mall, i turned over a tails-up penny
and felt the absolute pain of how single i was.

so i went to the mall all day today, we ate at friendly's - that's gonna show later. ugh. anyway, i bought 6 tops fo 60 bucks, but even though they're all cheap, they all look fucking the same. they're all T-shirts, cut the same, with a logo across the boobs. greeeatt. now i'm going to have to buy a whole bunch of jackets and tank tops so that ( Read more... )

went to the mall, bought really cute clotehs & bumped into seth and larissa. hung out with them, ate, johnny rocket's and such. then i went home and becky came over. we did our usual lame-os, where we're like eleven year olds. we played pirates of the carribean life game and harry potter video games until four in the morning, and then the next ( Read more... )

started watching ETERNAL SUNSHINE ON THE SPOTLESS MIND, then decided to go for a walk and try to see the sunshine. i ran outside in my sister's jacket and mom's flip flops and penguin and bright red pajama pants. i went up to crawford school and stood on that high, steep hill. and then, as i couldn't see the sun due to all the mist and fog and ( Read more... )

christmas eve, my polish family came over, and we stood and ate 10 rounds of a weird meal on pieces of bread, downing everything with so much garlic i was fit to burst. i tried to call mason, he was upset because he and ashlee were on the edge of a break up, but he never picked up =[ so i just messaged him for a bit until he stopped responding. ( Read more... )

so ..basically i love beth... but i'm not going to repeat what we've done, because i hope that it will remain fresh in my memory forever. and it would be unholy for me to try to record any of it. i think this entire world is haunted. i love christmas, i love you. there's only us ( Read more... )

made homemade cookies from scratch and all ( Read more... )

i wish i could be a hitchhiker across this great and rainy world. i wish that tonight we were stuck out somewhere - outside, perhaps, in the middle of nowhere, in a grass field, cold and wet and miserable. but no, we'd be together. whoever they are, they're there. and we'd cuddle together and talk until five in the morning, laugter forming a ( Read more... )