Behind my eyes I whisper "Big Surprise". I mean seriously, this is my own fault and I guess you warned me didn't you? Now I am in a rut. Should I keep being ridiculous and calling and missing and crying and wondering when it'll be over...or should I put my head down and truck on through it the way you have...and just forget about you? It's a hard ( Read more... )

I am enjoying being me for me and no one else. I know this is not what anyone wanted to hear from me. I will admit that things got out of hand for a bit. I have stopped this nonsense and have started to better myself rather than to indulge in destructive behavior only to stop thinking about what life really is and how it will inevitably let us down ( Read more... )

What a shame we all became such fragile broken things. A memory remains just a tiny spark. I give it all of my oxygen so let the flames begin. Somewhere weakness is our strength and I will die searching for it, I can't let myself regret such selfishness ( Read more... )

last time i did this i was a loner..haha now look


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Dear Allison ( Read more... )

Pale september, I wore the time like a dress that year ( Read more... )

I have butterflies in my stomach constantly ( Read more... )

I am donating blood today and I just remembered something.
I remember when you said you wanted to donate blood because you felt like you owed it, because your grandpa got blood...

that is something I love about you

Dealing with this right now ( Read more... )

I feel like I can not get enough oxygen in my lungs...very unsettling