HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ( Read more... )

So basically I went out last night again and....ohhhh man ( Read more... )

I feel like I am the luckiest girl in the world to have my casey...pretty much that sums that up ( Read more... )

The Past two nights, I've been having these terrible dreams. The first time wasn't THAT bad but I don't really remember what happened in detail, I just remember that we broke up. Last night...it was the same thing over and over and over again. Every time I'de wake up cuz something bad happened, I'de go back to sleep and it'd be the same dream ( Read more... )

sometimes I question how much longer I can fight for something that is giving me less and less reason to fight for it

ya...I said it ( Read more... )

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself. But in order to survive you, I must first survive myself. I can sink no further and I cannot forgive you. There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you. I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain. I will use my mistakes against you. There's no other choice. ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning smiling because I know you're mine, just like I do most mornings. I know I get mad at times, and yuo do things that make me sad sometimes. And I wish things weren't that way. They are. It isn't like in the movies and everything is not always happily ever afer, but you do what you can and when things get rocky it can be really ( Read more... )

I know that you think I am stupid for feeling the way I feel, but it is what it is. You don't care enough to do something about it, which means you dont care if you hurt my feelings. I am with someone who knowingly hurts me? That doesnt seem right to me and it hurts me even more. It sucks to feel like I am not good enough...but it's worse to know ( Read more... )

My friends are no longer my friends
And the games we once played have no meaning
I've grown serious and shy and they can't figure why
So they've left me to my own daydreaming