This is before said test.

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I'm moving on.

I'll still come here in the event of large emotional distress... but for the most part, I'm migrating to my nomadlife address.

Give me a holla if you want the link.

Currently afraid of:
Not being able to let go (of anything)
Empty promises
Being blind

Currently grateful for:
Maturity and age
Cynicism and pessimism
Keeping busy

Currently pissed off about:
Limitations (as usual)
Unknown dependencies

Random thoughts:
First things first... have to get them out of the way.

I'm beginning to regret taking on the roles that I've ( Read more... )

Random thoughts:
I can't ever go to an AIESEC social ever again. Going to the house itself is going to be an issue too. At least until I get my car here and I can drive myself home whenever I need to.

I don't want to get into it here. If you're curious, come talk to me.

I hate my life.

Random thoughts:
It's all just a blur now...

Is this really how I envision my life?
Am I so afraid of the unknown that I will say yes? Or more importantly, will I really say no and become what I aspire for and dread at the same time?

There's give... and there's take. There's accept... and there's release.
Where do I go from here?

To stay is so easy... ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Forging ahead into the haze of tomorrow
Appearances

Currently grateful for:
A chance
A specific snowball's chance in a certain Hell

Currently pissed off about:
Isaiah Washington

Random thoughts:
VPFinance. It's official.

Yay me.

I'm excited I guess. I mean, it's not like I'm making this out to be more than it is. The spot needed to be ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Missing my cue
Waiting in the wings

Currently grateful for:
Sitting backstage and not giving a damn
Friends and good spirits (both kinds)
24hour Chinese take-out

Currently pissed off about:
Lack of a warning system
Hitting the ground running with no shoes on

Random thoughts:
Life's so entrenched in the concept of trade-offs that it's a ( Read more... )

Random thoughts:
I'm so afraid of death.

But I'm so afraid of life.

Where does that leave me?

Currently afraid of:
Need

Currently grateful for:
Want

Currently pissed off about:
Avarice

Random thoughts:
Went to Vortex tonight. It's such good stuff. The Austin @ers went with us. It's amazing how motivated you can get for something just by interacting with other people who have been so thoroughly entrenched in it themselves. For as long as I can ( Read more... )

I'm resuming what I imagine I had done in the past... recording quotes and bits that inspire, excite, provoke, and humble me. I say "imagine" because it feels natural that I would have started something like this in the past. I suppose I could go back all the way to my very first tabby post and work my way forward just to check, but it's no matter ( Read more... )