Toronto is beautiful. All of it. The weather, the sights, the landscape.

Also, I've been in two hotels in under 12 hours. One we stayed at immediately after leaving the airport, and then we left it this morning and checked into another hotel downtown. And in both hotels, there were a *LOT* of prostitutes... of both genders. When we got into the ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Not giving a damn

Currently grateful for:
Inner peace and focus

Currently pissed off about:
The same ol' shit
Dependency

Random thoughts:
Sometimes I feel like I don't exist. Maybe it's just philsophical psychobabble, but I'm all about self-actualization in that sense. You think, therefore you are, right?

It's funny. I go in circles ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Familiar ground
Hypocrisy of principle
Repeated hang-ups

Currently grateful for:
Everyone who can say it better than I can
White lies
Everyday pleasantries

Currently pissed off about:
Being emotional and unemotional at all the wrong times
The prerogative to change one's mind

Random thoughts:
You lie awake at night
With blue eyes that never ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Motivation
What lies beneath
The great unknown

Currently grateful for:
Forks in the road
The outspoken

Currently pissed off about:
Corporate microcosmic paradigms

Random thoughts:
So nothing's really been going on lately. Donna's kind of dropped off the radar, and I think I know why. We've kept trying to do stuff together but it never ( Read more... )

Random thoughts:
There's something seriously wrong with me.

What do they call a nervous breakdown where you're totally calm?

Currently afraid of:
Losing time
Becoming vain about nothing

Currently grateful for:
Heartbroken poets, artists, and musicians
That which goes unspoken

Currently pissed off about:
Placing faith in industry
The arrogance of turnabout

Random thoughts:
Let me explain that last "pissed off" bullet.

For the sake of argument, let's say two people have been smoking ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Returning to what's comfortable
Growing tendencies for emotional masochism
"Is this as good as it gets?"

Currently grateful for:
Being appreciated
Cynicism/Pessimism/Realism

Currently pissed off about:
Western concepts of life, death, and existence
Eastern concepts of pride, responsibility, and obligation
Worldwide concepts of love, ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Losing my scapegoat

Currently grateful for:
Humility

Currently pissed off about:
Mosquitos

Random thoughts:
Mmm.

Nothing much to report. Life is life is life.

I'm beginning to feel like I won't miss coming back to this town next summer. Like, I should be finding an internship for the spring or the summer, meaning I won't have time to ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Feeling the need for self-denial
Watching silver linings turn to lead
Unwelcome surprises

Currently grateful for:
Reassurances from the most unlikely of sources
The illusion of self-awareness

Currently pissed off about:
Party dynamics
HAVING NOTHING TO DO IN THIS FUCKING TOWN

Random thoughts:
So I finally got rid of that new AIM that AOL ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Telling the truth
Telling the right people
The Word that deceives

Currently grateful for:
Wanderlust
Covert allies
The Word that unites

Currently pissed off about:
Partisan bullshit
The Word that divides

Random thoughts:
First of all, I must say that I was wrong.
I was wrong to judge a network in its entirety with little more than what I ( Read more... )