Currently afraid of:
Seeing through filters
Dependency

Currently grateful for:
Universal truths
(seemingly) Divine arbitration

Currently pissed off about:
Human limitations

Random thoughts:
Another day, another day. As time passes the irony just gets more twisted and grotesque.

Now I'm just waiting for the punchline.

I'm not afraid things won't get better
But ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Missing the signs
Missing the cues

Currently grateful for:
Memories that never happened
Personal identity

Currently pissed off about:
People who die and shouldn't have
Lost chances

Random thoughts:
I'm beginning to understand how some people... when they old enough... just feel ready to die. It's not that they have some kind of death ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Aspiring for greatness
Feeling different...

Currently grateful for:
Being different...
... and knowing the difference
Hippie attitude

Currently pissed off about:
Everyone who uses their looks, whether they realize it or not
Expectations

Random thoughts:
So I'm just sitting here with the window open looking up at the sky with its puffy ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Obsession
Investing in the power of others

Currently grateful for:
Rainy days
The promise of "tomorrow"

Currently pissed off about:
Modesty
Morality
White lies

Random thoughts:
Water, water, everywhere... but alas, not a drop to drink. Even if you're not thirsty, there's nothing you can do but watch the precious glittering liquid loll ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Promises
Myself

Curenty grateful for:
Indecision
Vicarious living

Currently pissed off about:
Pompous cops

Random thoughts:
Whenever I told with old friends it makes me so happy and so sad at the same time.

And no, it's not because of the bittersweet memories of a lost childhood or because of the inevitable realization that we're getting ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Losing control

Currently grateful for:
Direction, including the lack of

Currently pissed off about:
Life

Random thoughts:
I lied twice to Andrea today.

Once, about something stupid that I don't even remember anymore, just that it happened.

And again, about something that I didn't know I was lying about until after I said it and realized ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Death
Giving a damn, and along the same sense...
Finding one, "le trouver"

Currently grateful for:
Inconsequence
Indifference
Half-hearted watchfulness, and once again...
Finding one, "le chercher"

Currently pissed off about:
Invasions of Privacy
Hypocrisy
GEORGE BUSH'S CIA APPOINTEE

Random thoughts:
Eh. I've realized that I'm angry a lot, ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooqYvXteMkU&eurl=

This is only funny if you've seen the original video for the remix song...
Basically originally all the dancers were girls.

Currently afraid of:
Maturity
Wishing for things that never happened

Currently grateful for:
Shower gel
Dim sum
Nostalgia for things that never happened

Random thoughts:
I wonder if it's wrong to want to be the sidekick. I only say that because there's really no better way to put it, even if it's still not exactly what I mean. Everyone always says that you ( Read more... )

Currently afraid of:
Influence
Hypocrisy

Currently grateful for:
Insecurities
Everyone greater than myself

Random thoughts:
You ever get the feeling that things are both rushed and hurried yet at the same time caught in a dead standstill? It's not quite the calm before the storm. And it's not quite the eye of the storm either.

It's like when everything is ( Read more... )