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it wasn't quite a nightmare ( Read more... )

reading old journal entries makes me sick to my stomach sometimes. its weird to think that someone you thought you were so happy with can turn into someone you get disgusted with at the thought. i'm not dwelling on this still. just looking back in retrospect.

my room kinda smells like shit and i'm not sure why. i hope reggie didn't leave a ( Read more... )

i'm updating because matt spent told me to and also because its too early to go to bed but i'm too tired to do anything else.

things have been in a general state of Ok.
i feel as if a lot of people/things have been leaving lately.

everyone is going on trips or vacations or moving. and it just happens that they are all people who i care a lot about ( Read more... )

my gecko died. r.i.p. conrad.
i cried this morning about and we buried him next to shredder, doug's eel who commit suicide.

i wish vera and kate would come back.

its awesome when people you used to be close to make you wish you never met them.

kate and i thought of an awesome name for this summer.. but we both forgot so i guess thats good enough.

when i'm not working, this summer is gonna consist of me sitting in the sun, driving around with kate being rock teases, bbq-ing every goddamn day, etc... thinking about it makes me wanna burst.

i bought my ticket yesterday to go to seattle. ( Read more... )

i quit.

i feel like my head is infected.

but on the good side, i got two nice surprises already today.. so that sort've has made me feel better.

i got a gift certificate to whole foods in the mail from Kate's mum for house sitting and taking care of elvis. best.

then, in the living room i found a toy stuffed dinosaur that Vanessa left for me. its ( Read more... )

i'm a fucking idiot.

fuck high school feelings.