sometimes i want to say.

ok. so. i know youve got a new girlfriend. and THATS FINE. lets just stop pretending thats not the deal. AND DONT ASK ME WHAT KIND OF CRISPS YOU SHOULD BUY!

im a single girl with her own damn problems.

and i dont need to deal with that one too.

so. it seems hes moved on. in a big way ( Read more... )

(how it's done: go to your calendar and take the first sentence from the first entry of each month of the year ( Read more... )

so. its been awhile for the old l-jay. its been alot of shiznet since then. ive finished the play and am in the beginning thick of directing for "the lover" got my cast and auditions are done. thank god. can i just say that casting a show is not easy? can i say that just like i could have played alma 3,000 different ways, i could do this show 3, ( Read more... )

so he and I have decided to call it quits. im not broken up and neither is he, although it is a crap situation. but i think i need to be free anyways. yah ( Read more... )

i am doing better

and i think its because there isnt any need to care

no need for consideration

people, for the most part, are beautiful

and i like not challenging that.

i would like for you to hug me. because, you are lovely.

lets keep focused. we are good at that. and i hope you fly.

i let almost ALL of it out.

now i wait.

now we see.

but i am tired, and im not allowed to be weary - literally or figuratively.

i hate hist and lit. for OH SO MANY reasons.

printers... make me want to cry ( Read more... )

im being reminded of all the fantastic music i discovered lately. namely, amy annelle's "will try" and andrew bird's "a nervous tic motion of the head to the left". or maybe i should slap on some lemon jelly with their "staunton lick"

yah.

id do nothing but listen if i could only

i should really just stop reminding myself of what im missing. this means ( Read more... )