I guess i dont really know where to start here...it seems that the newest fad sweeping old BHS is to make fun of emo. You really can't get through a passing period without seeing a shirt that either has the word emo crossed out or takes it a step further, printing such phrases as "I love Dashboard Confessionals...they make me emotional." I even saw ( Read more... )

"Are you sure i won't interfere with your writing ( Read more... )

Praying...the one way that the human being can communicate directly with God. Or so we're told, and i always bought it...there was a time in my life where i prayed every single night before i fell asleep, however i dont remember exactly what i prayed about, probably that god would let me get a present or something. i mean he was there to help me ( Read more... )

Cross my heart and hope to...i'm lying just to keep you here ( Read more... )

I got back to the house around 9:30, and sat there with the phone in my hands. i didnt want to call her and seem obsessive, or maybe there would be no conversation left in us, maybe we had used it all on the beach, and when i called her it would totally ruin my idealized view on her. In the end, i always win in the battle against myself...so i ( Read more... )

I was walking on the beach alone...the hot sand absolutely burning the hell out of my feet, and my loneliness absolutely burning the hell out of my mind. Honestly, walking on a beach just made it all the more clear just how lonely i truly was, there were so many beatiful girls there, and not one of them was mine, all that i could do was walk, and ( Read more... )

So here i go, my attempt at prose, i got an idea for a start of a story, in the wake of John Fante, maybe a little Bukowski, but anyways...here goes ( Read more... )

Today, like every sunday of my entire life, i was forced to go to church with my family...my family, or at least my parents are devout catholics, and i'm not...i dont know what i am, maybe an atheist, maybe not...but i think that the catholic religion is crock, as goes for most, if not all other religions. my dad is always telling me that i need to ( Read more... )

So, i was forced to go to a football camp these past three days, yesterday i got home, however that is irrelevent. the first night i was there, we went to a beach, keep in mind it was a beach on lake michigan, no grand great pacific ocean california beach that i dream of every night. anyways, so i was surrounded by 200 jocks on a beach, all trying ( Read more... )

I honestly believe that i am an emotional schizophrenic...well, i dont know if that's the right term, i mean, here's an example, prime 1A example. today, if you read my earlier postage, you'll get the jist of what happened today...then, right after i wrote that, my old girlfriend calls, not the one i talk about in the first entry, but the one ( Read more... )